constantly changing.

i don't know whether 7 months is a long period of time or a short one. sure does feel as if a year worth of events has passed already. heck, more than a year. man, i remember the last time i was "crushing" on someone. so naive, so naive.

it's quite a good thing for a person to be able to change as soon as she allows herself to be someone new, someone smarter. i never knew it worked that way. i've been through so much last month! what more this whole year. seriously.

family. i believe that i've learned how to understand everyone in my family now- my parents especially. it definitely made things smoother- conversation wise and when it's time to argue about things. hah. everyday, i just realize how much of a blessing they are that's why.

friends. you have no idea how much i've made solely this year- this month! people who i never thought i'd meet in my life. norcal, man the whole southwest. i've gotten to know them so much better and man, i really do love them. i suppose i needa keep in touch more with those who i really don't see a lot. we have that understanding, i know, but it's not excuse. also practice calling people up.

boys. wow. haha some just grew balls this year. haha. sorry, but for some reason after the incident of me "putting myself out there" i started being in that guy's position where i had to respond to "i like you." i respect them all, but it's weird i really am just trying to take care of my heart as much as possible.

as much as i change, i'm still the same strange person you know who says bulge in pants.